"Speak Now"

I am not afraid to admit it-I am a big Taylor Swift fan. I love her songs and her. She seems so real and really speaks from the heart. I feel as if she is a wonderful role model to the youth of today. It appears that she is grounded and is really focusing on what is important to her-her fans and her career.
For Christmas I received her new CD, "Speak Now". (Thanks, Heidi!). I love it! It is amazing. And, it is crazy to believe that she wrote all 14 songs on it. I listen to it anytime I get the chance.
The other night I was reading the prologue of the CD and loved the words Taylor wrote. They are too good not to share, so here we go:

"'Speak now or forever hold your peace' the words said by preachers at the end of wedding ceremonies all over the world, right before the vows. It's a last chance for protest, a moment that makes everyone's heart race, and a moment I've always been strangely fascinated by. So many fantasize about bursting into a church, saying what they'd kept inside for years like in the movies. In real life, it rarely happens.

Real life is a funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right thing at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately what I've begun to fear more than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything.

I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life, and looking back regretting the moments we didn't speak up. When we didn't say 'I love you.' When we should've said 'I'm sorry.' When we didn't stand up for ourselves or someone who needed help.

These songs are made up of words I didn't say when the moment was right in front of me. These songs are open letters. Each is written with a specific person in mind, telling them what I meant to tell them in person. To the beautiful boy whose heart I broke in December. To my first love who I never thought would be my first heartbreak. To my band. To a mean man I used to be afraid of. To someone who made my world very dark for a while. To a girl who stole something of mine. To someone I forgive for what he said in front of the whole world.

Words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can also put them back together. I hope you use yours for good, because the only words you'll regret more than the ones left unsaid are the ones you use to intentionally hurt someone.

What you say might be too much for some people. Maybe it will come out all wrong and you'll stutter and you'll walk away embarrassed, wincing as you play it all back in your head. But I think the words you stop yourself from saying are the ones that will haunt you the longest.

So say it to them. Or say it to yourself in the mirror. Say it in a letter you'll never send or in a book millions might read someday. I think you deserve to look back on your life without a chorus of resounding voices saying 'I could've, but it's too late now.'

There is a time for silence. There is a time waiting your turn. But if you know how you feel, and you so clearly know what you need to say, you'll know it.

I don't think you should wait. I think you should speak now.

Love, Taylor

PS: To all the boys who inspired this album, you should've known. :)"


Now, I don't know if I would have the guts to say all my feelings, but I hope that I do try to "speak now" and show and tell people how I really feel about them, how I feel about life. I completely agree with Taylor Swift in that now is our time to speak now and not let things go left unsaid. We all have things we wish we would have, could have said. And we all have things we wish we could take back. So, think before you speak, but don't be afraid of taking a chance!